Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Sad Distance

The sad truth. A picture of my daily life during Sembreak.

Here I am, far away from my very precious fridge. We're steps away and I must find a way to get to you.
*come hither* I hear it whispering to me.

Here we have the difference of expectations to reality.
Sembreak Expectations : Having adventures
Sembreak Reality : Staying at home babysitting my cousins.

Great life, eh?


Flux

Finally. They have a word for it. There are some changes in my life that I really need to accept, but I can't. High School has really started to kick in, all the feels and everything. I was not used to failing. I was used to doing everything fine. But now, it's like everything I do, I expect a YOU'RE DOING IT WRONG.

People change. You think  your friends are your friends forever. Turns out, forever was just a word to make you feel special. There might be no such thing. People can change in a matter of time that they weren't the person they used to be. The person of the past has become a stranger. Admit it, the you a year ago was completely different.

I guess, life has this way of telling you that you don't always get what you want. Once you say "wow my life is finally starting to take place", life says "hmm we can't have that, can't we?". It's just a way of life. Life's saying that better things are ahead of us, we just have to face every challenge. Like a story, a story's boring without a climax. The character faces the climax until they have a happy ending. Except for us, there is no definite happy ending. Until -the end. We must accept the natural state of life