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After what seems to be like years, me and my friends Tala, Kitty, Bianca, Paula and I got together for a reunion. Friends like them are the friends I like to keep for the rest of my life. You see,  Tala moved to Japan and Paula moved to another school in Laguna. After our 3 year friendship, distance had to pull us apart. But did this let our friendship pull apart? No. Ironic, isn't it? The further away we were from each other, the closer we became.

I started the day with a road trip with Kitty. Then we waited for Tala and Paula at ATC. Afterwards, we went to our house in Ayala Alabang to play dare and swim. We ended the day with a photo shoot and a burger feast.

Yesterday, we went by my uncle's house in Alabang to celebrate our reunion. (His house is ah-mazing). These are some highlights of our day.

Started the day off with a road trip with Kitty!!

Meet THE macho best friend, Paula.

Bianca!

Meet my two best friends in the entire world, Tala and Paula :)

(L-R) Paula, Bianca, Kitty & Tala

*fail group shots are what we do best*

Nothing

Nothing. 

This is what I'm feeling at this exact moment. I see couples everywhere, the couples that write each other letters everyday ( you know who you guys are), couples that hold hands while they walk, couples that are like Cosmo&Wanda,  couples that give each other goodnight and good morning texts, couples that spend almost every minute of everyday with each other. I see couples with their perfect love story and their perfect happy ending.

Us? There's not even an us. Nothing. Just a girl with this big crush on somebody she has no chance with.
The thing is, I am deeply infatuated and am (possibly)  in love with you. But maybe we have no perfect happy ending or perfect love story, there was probably no "once upon a time" for us either.

You're left handed and I'm right handed, we can do our homework while holding hands.
We can watch The Art of Getting By while listening to our favorite bands,
We can write songs together.
You're socially unacceptable, and  I'm socially unacceptable.
We can be socially unacceptable together.
Now that, would be something.

You never know

To the friends at distance,

I miss you all.
I miss our late night talks.
I miss seeing every one of you every single day.
I miss our circles.
I miss our truth or dares.
I miss doing ridiculous things with other people around.
I miss our fandoms.
I miss our "high" days.
I miss our Friday afternoon hangouts.
I miss our music jams.
I miss our dance dares.
I miss our fail skype conversations.
I miss playing childhood games in the middle of the classroom.
I miss us.

To the person who gave me so much to remember,

I miss who you were and what we used to have.
I miss that butterflies-in-the-stomach feeling.
I miss our nicknames.
I miss holding hands.
I miss your back hugs.
I miss your laugh.
I miss our late night texts.
I miss our hour long conversations.
I miss you calling my name.
I miss you sharing food with me.
I miss your surprises.
I miss the those days.
I miss the words you used to say.
I miss you.

I wanted you all to stay, but distance just had to pull us away. We might never meet again. Sad, isn't it?

Ugh

I'm not perfect, okay. I'm not even close.
You're not perfect either, you're probably farther than I am.

Don't expect me to meet those expectations, I'm only human.
Stop making me remember.
Stop giving me your pity.
Stop rubbing it in my face.
Stop bringing me down.
Stop being such a pain in the ass with that big ass of yours.

Self, stop hating life. Self, please move on.

I probably shouldn't care, but I do.

A Night to Remember: Imaginarium

These people (and many more) made my night. Thank you!!

Meet one of my best friends :) Favorite shot

Jeny!!

Lexi!!

Food trip! My friends and I bought food from Sophie's Mom and NYFD for dinner. Rainbow cupcakes are loved.

Jeny and Kar

"Emo moment"

Just had to take a picture of this!! That moment where we all felt infinite. We were dancing to the lyrics " Tonight's gonna be a good good night" and yes it was. I just had to capture this one moment, where we were all happy, because this moment will soon become a memory.

Excuse the faces. Mind the cool flying apple pie.

• Today in bullets:
•  Foodtrip!! Sophie's Mom+NYFD+Mcdo+Kenny Rogers
• To the 4 males who actually made contact with me : HAHAHAHA REALLY FUNNY -_-
• Congga + Dougie + Gangnam + The Wave + Bahay Kubo + Body Rock= Awesome dancefloor.
• Intense dance floor is intense
• "How to fit 12 people in a photobooth"
• To the person who smiled at me and made my night at the last minute, thank you. :)
• This was my first high school dance. I actually felt "euphoric" today. I arrived at school and the first thing I heard was my friends shouting my name, it seemed like they were happy to see me. That was one of the best feelings in  the world.This one night, I was surrounded with people who made me happy, and I felt like I was on top of the world.This one night, the whole of high school became as one and just became happy.

Things that make me happy

Ferris Wheels and Amusement Parks- Brings back a lot of memories.  I love that feeling of always getting excited to go on a ride no matter how many times you've ridden it before. It feels like you're on top of the world, like you're a kid again. Amusement parks make the best playground.

Sunny Days- When I was younger, me and my family would go on car rides every weekend and listen to Norah Jones songs as I would open the window and I say hello to mr. sun. I don't know why but, whenever it's sunny, I just feel that little sense of euphoria.

Norah Jones. I mean, come on. Her voice is like a heavenly eargasm. Not just her, actually. Artists and bands like Coldplay, Ron Pope, Arctic Monkeys, The Script, Weezer and Maroon 5 are also part of my sunny day playlist.

Oversized sweatshirts and hoodies. I mean, it's like wearing your pillow

Ice Cream. Heaven in your mouth. 'Nuff said.

Lastly, my friends. We're not even complete in this picture. For a time in my life, these people and some more great friends made me happy. No drama, sadness no nothing, just happiness. I remember the time when we used to speak pirate, the time when we would always form a circle, the time when we sang High School Musical songs all day, the list goes on. I mean, friends would always be there to make you happy when skies are gray it's just your job to find the right people who do. I'm glad I found mine.

Just a small list of my happy pills. :-)